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2002-06-11
ok, who said that you learn from your mistakes? must have been a complete wanker...and probably drunk when they said it. because it's sooo not true. didn't i write a loooooong entry about how i should be studying and how i was gonna fail and blablabla? well, ok, the exam went ok-ish and it's probably not gonna by my ruin. but did i learn from my bad conscience and the heart attack i was close to? noooo. of course not. i am not studying now. and the second exam is tomorrow. ok, it's the easier one but i talked to sabrina on the phone earlier and while going through the whole stuff SHE was studying, i noticed that two of the main topics had completely left my mind (and school folder btw) so, she had to copy some of her notes into word/excel and send them to me via internet. letting others work for me seems to be my favourite thing lately. *blushes* but seriously, tomorrow's exam is gonna be soooo crap. it's not that the stuff is really hard to learn. infact, i understand every little detail. but there are so many little things to remember and actually have in your mind. like the % of several insurances and blablabla.
uhm...what else. finally talked to maja, today. the last days have been strange. whenever i tried to call her, she wasn't there and the other way round. ok, yesterday evening i was just to tired to call her. i went to bed around 8pm and actually wanted to get up again at 9.15pm to watch some tv and maybe call her but i just switched the alarm off and fell back asleep. oh well... she seemed a bit...mad at me and she told me. i guess we didn't really understand each other. now that i've read her diary entry i kinda get what she was on about, though.
aww...ozzy's eye is getting worse. first, it was only a bit swollen, then it got read and now it's shut and blue. well, i had a hard time not going like "black-eeeyyyeeedd" when i saw him crawling out of the house, today. that...uhm...would have given my mom the slight impression that i'm not really taking it serious. *cough* but sabrina said he's gonna be alright because her hamsters had the same at some point. and if sabrina says so... o:) and i'm rather worried about mr malibu. my dorkiness seems to have gone over to him. i just scared him a little and he tried to hide in his wheel. and the wheel's open to my side which means he could aswell have stayed were he was. infact, i could see him even better in that thing. if he was living outside with real enemies, he would have been killed and eaten by now. tsss...
actually, i was gonna write about how i'm starting to enjoy the summer and how i'm not really that much into rain anymore. but i just read that mariam has done so already. damn her! *lmao* so, i'm not gonna do that. i'd just like to say that i want the sun to shine tomorrow because i'm gonna drive around in my car for a while and i want to wear my ultra-cool sunglasses. thank you!
but then again, i sounded like that on sunday night, too. and the exam went alright. well, just today while talking to sabrina i noticed that i have a small bit wrong because i added something where i shouldn't have but it was really a tiny part and i should have done ok. at least a good C if not a B. *prays* (to elvis)
so...maja...look, if i don't mention you as often as others here, it doesn't mean you come after them on my list (ok, i don't have a list, it just sounded good now :p ) it just...happens. and...uhm...yeah, you know i luv ya even though i'm not really the kind who gets all emotional and says it all the time. well, ok, i do say stuff like that a lot but...with meaning it and all you know. so...*laughs* next time, you're mad or feel left out or something, tell me and i'll give you the link to this entry and let you read this again. *lmao*
goodammit! i. must. study.
oh what the hell...tomorrow, after i fucked up (or did well...haha) i'm gonna drive to the mall, buy carbon kid (yey), then drive home, watch the osbournes, then get the vcr ready and finally tape my bripie. awww...
ok, that cheered me up! *feels good*
oh, btw...those peeps from the one company wanted to call/send a letter, tomorrow...good idea to do it on a day when brian's on telly. so, i'll be too wrapped up in my own (mental) orgasm to care. hehe.
anyway, i'm off to bed now. harry potter is waiting (not what YOU think! sicko!)
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