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2003-02-11


i didn't have a bruise today. it is worse...i have those huge reddish spots on my cheek and it looks like an allergy or something. it basically has to do with the football hitting my face because i nearly never get allergies except when i wear cheap jewellery which wasn't the case. and it looked awful. ok, i could hide it a bit with tons of make-up. but it was itching all day and i didn't wanna scratch because it would only make things worse and the make-up would be scratched off and smudged and everyone who hadn't noticed the spot would certainly notice them then...

btw, i hate people who hang up when my AM answers the phone. i just hopped outta the shower and my AM was blinking but whoever had called had hung up without leaving a message. i mean, it could have been maja, mariam, sabrina or someone completely random. do people honestly think i'll call around to find out who called me? i mean, i don't like talking on the phone too much anyway and most people know already, so why exactly would i call tons of people to find the one who called? but then again...whatever they wanted from me can't have been important because they would have left a message otherwise. i mean, ok, they're probably trying to be all tough and all because i sometimes just don't answer for the hell of it...when i don't wanna talk or something. but what people don't realise is that not leaving a message is pointless, too. it doesn't even piss me off all that much. i mean, i'm not dying of curiosity or something (if i was i'd pick up...) and in the end THEY are the ones that won't get a call back. the only thing that bothers me is that there's always a slight chance that they actually really think i'll spend the whole evening calling around trying to find the right person.

my class went totally nutz today. marcel (one of the most annoying guys) actually thinks he's the center of the world because he changed his religion of roman catholic to islam. he seems to think everyone tries to take the piss out of him because of that but in fact noone really gives a fuck. i mean, i don't think he's stupid for doing it, i think he's stupid period. i don't like him and i don't care which religion he believes in. and it's like that with most others in my class, too, except for his friends who obviously don't mind, either. so it was really quite dumb of him to get all steamed up during r.e. today. i think i'll quit that course anyway. it's not really about religion but about discussions about all sorts of topics but with my class discussions just don't happen because the most important thing to get one going is to listen to other people's opinions, think about it and THEN think of your own opinion and try to get it across. which is impossible for some people. today, our teacher just asked if we think a war is actually gonna happen in iraq and i said i do believe so because bush actually WANTS a war to happen and he wanted to start one back in september 2001 but couldn't really find a destination or the actual enemy so it was a bit impossible. but now, he actually has a concrete enemy and a place to send his troups to so i think he's SO gonna go for it. and instead of thinking about my opinion, stupid marcel immediately went like 'the WTC attack has nothing to do with this now'. I KNOW THAT, YOU STUPID FUCK!!! though you can never say it has NOTHING to do with each other. but i didn't mean it that way anyway and i don't think i said it that way, either. he even went as far to say i was stereotyping all islamic cultures/people and i REALLY didn't say anything like that. i mean, you can say 'squirrel' or 'cheese' or whatever and he'll take offence. paranoid idiot!
but at least our teacher is lush. he's a stef look-a-like. my jaw nearly dropped to the floor when i saw him today. he's probably the only reason why i am thinking about not quitting the course. but then again...it's the only course i could drop... i think i'll wait til i get the time table for the next school period. if r.e. is in the first two or last two lessons of a day i'll quit. otherwise it's not really worth it, i suppose.

eww. my cheek is itching. *refuses to scratch* i never had acne and i refuse to get scars NOW! my skin isn't the smoothest anyway so the last thing i need is this. pah!
oh, btw, i'll get my beloved frontpage back tomorrow. so expect a layout change, soon. though i still don't know what exactly i want now...
aww, i just took the most awesome piccy of my cat. he's lying on the armchair with his face down and he basically looks like he's having a major hangover. *giggles*
ahem, yeah, i have to leave you now my dear readers as my beloved carrie (aka 'sex&the city') will be on in a minute...


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