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the art of being bored

2002-10-10


ahahaha. neverending happiness! my newest obsession: knight rider. for some reason, me and my lovely colleagues have been talking about nothing else for aaaaaggggesss. today, we even gave ourselves KR-related names. it's just so funny. now, i actually got myself the KR-theme as a ringtone on my mobile and a KR-desktop theme which is really funky. when my pc is busy, i get that red laser light thingie. and the theme plays when i windows is loading. *is happy*

today was surprisingly good. this morning, my mood was really rotten. things were going wrong and wrong and wrong. i can't even say what happened. nothing special. it just wasn't the perfect start. and i was in a bad mood anyway. but we had so much fun that things worked out for me quite well again. PLUS, we won't have to work tomorrow. just some meeting from 9-1 or something and that's alright.

gawd, this afternoon, my head was full of things to write about. not even bitchy things about my bestest mate benjamin. *real* things. but because i am such a busy little girl (uhm...) i forgot about it.
oh hey, isn't it sometimes strange to see how people desperately try to make their lives interesting by making problems out of things that aren't problems? today, i was reading this book about the company i work for (well, i didn't do it voluntarily...) and there were talking about the debts we're in and this problem and that new structure and the team p2 and team u36 and blablabla. and sometimes i think someone just went and created this company, so people actually had a thing to waste their time on. i mean...if a huge comet would fall down on the earth tomorrow, noone would care about the structure of the telekom, anymore. and a new structure also won't feed all little hungry children in the world. yet, it's awfully important to some people. and people are known to say their life's ruined because the structure didn't quite work out and whatever. now, i am not a stupid greenpeace or caritas person. and i am not saying that we mustn't have fun or think of someone not-serious because somewhere in the world people are starving and blablabla. but it's still strange how different people's views on life can be if the situations are different.

ack, anyway...i'm gonna go to bed now. i know it's early but i'm really craving sleep and maybe if i sleep a lot tonight, i won't sleep 24 hours a day this weekend and i might get to call mariam and . sounds like a plan... *yawns*

ps: if you wanna make me happy (which you do!!!), mail me here between 7.30am and 4pm on workdays (except tomorrow). i'm most likely bored and craving attention and entertainment. :p (i'm i not sad?)


feeder - buck rogers



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