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2003-11-08
damn. i've been so productive the whole day. i slept til 2. and then i got up only to find out everyone else was asleep at random places in the flat. so i went online and was literally attacked by maja and remco who went berserk on me. they they were all pissed off because of my "whatever"-attitude. but hey, you can't expect me to get up and immediately be all like "whoo". in fact, people can consider themselves lucky if i don't punch them and tell them to go fuck their dogs when i just got up. so yeah, i'm feeling a little unloved because they didn't appreciate my attempt at being all social and nice. aww.
i also studied a bit today. since my mum spent most of the time sleeping anyway, i had it nice and quiet. well, i spent most of that time staring at my comp screen, waiting for something to happen. alas, it didn't. so in the end i started studying which worked for about 20 minutes until my oh-so-ill mother got up and started her annoying coughing-fit-filled treatment. yup, she's ill. she's almost dying. which means: she has a cold. that, of course, prevents her from doing anything but lying around on the sofa, pretending to be close to losing consciousness. the good side of it is it saved me from her forcing food cooked by her into me. the bad side however is that i have to put up with her whole miserableness. seriously, she's rolling around on the sofa, coughing, nearly passing out (not)...and then goes to light another cig. hello?! her
when did saturday evenings start being so boring tv-wise? what happened to all the awesome movie highlights? now my personal tv-highlight for tonight is watching a the rasmus gig on tv. and i think i've even seen it before. or maybe not. they're playing songs i've never heard before because i'm a little poptart and i only have the latest album and don't know their older stuff or b-sides or anything. yeah, the gig at the end of the month should be fun. ha!
i re-discovered my love for video games. last night i spent ages sitting alone in my room playing pikmin. yeah, ok, that's not really a hardcore game, i know. i can almost see all you game-addict pointing at me and laughing now if you're even letting you down to that level. probably you're just clicking the little x in the upper right corner now. but really, it was fun. i think i shall do that again tonight. after the important the rasmus gig, of course.
just a random little question. in "not like the other girls" (which is a song by the rasmus but if you didn't know it, the question's unimportant to you anyway) there's a line that goes like "she lives in the clouds". so, am i the only one who keeps hearing "she lives in the couch"? it went even so far that i looked the correct lyrics up cos it freaked me out. i mean, both versions are dorky and it wouldn't surprise me if he said "couch" cos some of their lyrics are just weird. but i'd get paranoid whenever i wanted to sit down on the couch in the living room, so yeah.
this must be the healthiest day for me in history. used loads of insect spray against some flies that appeared out of nowhere and annoyed me to no end...while i was eating pizza. so there's a chance i ate huge parts of it. and now i even had to open the window because i could hardly breathe in here. so now i am freezing to death. actually, it's not that cold. i noticed that i am paranoid against cool air inside the house. like...i'd feel perfectly fine and cozy all day and after hours i'd notice that a window at some random place in the house is open and i'd immediately feel all cold and freezing.
you know what amuses me? there used to be stuff like greenpeace and WWF and peta that make you donate money to donate animals, right? and it was always a general animal thing. ok, sometimes it was only sea animals or exotic ones or whatever. but now there are different organisations for different types of animals. so the tv is full of commercials to save cows, monkey, dolphins, pigs and whatever. and instead of expecting people to donate less because it's only one kind of animal they still want those huge amounts. hell, if i donated �5 for each type of animal i'd spend...well...quite a lot of money i don't have.
i officially killed d-o.com today. ok, its death was decided upon a while ago but today i could be arsed to make a "it's gone" page and take all the stuff down. it's kind of sad but maja and i grew tired of it so it had to go.
oh hey, i forgot to mention this and it's really surprising that i did because it's like a *huge* deal for me: i actually got a B in my first math homework thingie. a B! ok, a B- but that's still a B. i can't remember the last time i had that but it must have been in 5th grade which is like 9 or 10 years ago. so that gives me a total of 2,0 (B) if i calculate my average mark. that's kinda cool. back at school it used to be 4,something (4=D) or at least not much better.
haha, that cosmo klein dude is such an idiot. remember the awesome video for "runaway train" with all the missing kids? and all the other videos which had similar stuff in it like missing people, people who were raped and blabla? well, he has people who have been dumped in his. how...deep! really. what a cruel fate. it always happens to the wrong people. geez. haha. i feel bitchy today which is probably a good sign cos i don't make sarcastic remarks about the tv when i'm feeling crap.
oh you know what's really crappy? all that dance crap on tv on saturday evenings. i mean...where's the point? don't you think all the people who'd find it mildly amusing are out then? and believe me, those who don't feel like going out certainly don't wanna listen to the music that is played in clubs. because most likely, the music is one of the reasons why they don't wanna go out. makes sense, right?
right, i'm sinking low enough to watch "wetten, dass...?" (no explaination given - don't want to make things worse) and there's a kid called klaas-christian. wtf? what's wrong with people these days? if you want your kid to be beaten up you could just do it yourself. that way you won't have to go to school to talk to the teacher about social problems your kid has.
and with that...i shall leave you alone because i've written so much already and you're not used to long entries anymore and i don't want to kill your last few brain cells (yet).friend doctor gave her this psycho-monster-medicine against the coughing but instead of taking it she smokes cig after cig. and then she expects pity from me, yeah?
oh and before coming here to filling you in on all the action going on in my life (cos, let's be realistic, if i waited any longer you'd never be able to catch up on all that stuff) i played fishy. i was given the link a while ago and i just suck at the game so so so so so badly. i can't live with how much i suck at it so i have to try again and again to improve my (non-existing) skills. well, that, of course didn't happen but i found out why i suck so much. i'm so impatient. when you're an ickle fish it takes ages until smaller fish come your way and you just wait and wait and wait and then i get bored and start doing things to my nails or whatever and just then a big fish comes and eats me. the burping, however, amuses me. because i have a very male attitude towards burping and farting, really. it amuses me. my mum sent me a fart-o-mat lately. man, so much fun!
but they're weird anyway. and lauri speaks kind of incoherent. he just announced a song called "everyday" and i thought it was called "eminem" (which also freaked me out).
oh god...is it true that two guys from nickelback are called chad and mike kroeger? muahaha.
paul van dyk feat. vega 4 - time of our lives