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i think i like you...
2005-06-08
man, the weirdest things are happening these days. i've just been asked whether i wanted to be someone's girlfriend. ok, it was j....you know, mr. "i've known him for years but have never met him because his pervyness freaks me out" from the UK. completely out of the blue. because his ex dumped him. for some reason, i am anything but flattered. he asks me to be his girlfriend because "he can't stand being alone". he keeps saying he likes me and i keep telling him the feeling isn't mutual. he doesn't even care that we've never had any serious conversation!
i'm really not looking for love but if things like that have to happen, why can't it be a really charming real life person who happens to be exactly my type and really really in love with me. so even if i'm not in love with them, i will still get the chance to break their innocent little heart which is also a sweet feeling.
i just thought...it's kind of grotesque that this is happening to me. out of all people. it seems like the whole world is going crazy and desperately wants to meet other people, new people and possibly also "the one". hell, they're printing personal ads on beer bottles now just to give people the possibility of meeting others in any sort of situation. and what an awesome idea that is. i can totally imagine the couples that will find each other through a beer bottle. but i'm not part of that. so what makes it seem like i am desperate enough to be with someone i can't possibly be with (germany - UK -> long way!) who "likes" me and wants to be with me because he's afraid of being alone? i am insulted!
job-wise there's nothing new. it still kinda sucks. oh no, wait. on monday, jesus called and said he's in debt and can't pay his bills anymore. see? that's how far it's come now!
farin urlaub - wie ich den marilyn manson-�hnlichkeits-wettbewerb verlor