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i apologize in advance...
2004-10-07
(WARNING: this entry will be quite horrible because there'll be loads of fanatic rantings and i might seem like an idiot in more than one part. so i suggest if you can't deal with that, you skip this one and wait for the next.)
well, today was...weird to say the least. i woke up really really early. around 5.17am just to fall back asleep and not here my alarm clock later. and why didn't i hear it? because i was so lost in a dream. one of the best dreams i've ever head.
and the other bit is...aww, tomorrow is friday. friday, 8 october 2004. day of the awesome mtv icon - the cure. i can't even begin to tell you how excited i am about this. yes, this makes me seem like a sad fan girl seeing as i've probably seen AFI's performance a kazillion times by now. but aww...AFI on german tv is always shweet. i don't even know what to expect. i just noticed the german mtv site has a flipbook with pics of the show on the site. well, what can i say?! four fucking pics of AFI and one is of their keyboard player who isn't even a band member. and there are about 20 pics of blink 182 and at least 10 of razor light who were said to have done a crap job at the cure cover they were performing. grand, just grand. i swear, if they edit AFI's performance or leave it out or do anything to it other than let it make me happy by showing it on my tv screen, i'll be in berlin within seconds. to have a serious word with the goddamn mtv people. i mean, it's ok that they think AFI aren't as big here as some other people and if they win an award and loads of BIG stars do, too, i understand that it won't get as much coverage here in germany but always leaving them out completely is ridiculous, dammit! it's not like i want mtv to do a 5 hour-interview each time the guys show up at some sort of mtv event (though that MIGHT cheer me up, you guys!) but at least saying "oh yeah, and that...goth-rock-punk-hardcore-whatever band from the USA also won an award/showed a great performance of "just like heaven"/did whatever" would be nice.
ok, i'm done ranting now. as i said, this was a very...freaky entry. but it had to be said. on another note...i only have four lessons tomorrow which gives me enough time to go and buy a blank tape for the show aaaand maybe some alcohol and candy to celebrate the event. yay.
the end...yet again.
quite embarrassingly, it featured davey. it was a very short dream. in fact, i only dreamed that we were sitting in my car. i was in the driver seat and he was in the back seat. for some reason, we were waiting for jade but i don't know or can't remember why (i suppose it was one of those things that happen in dreams...you do something and you don't know why. in real life you'd go crazy and desperately try to find out but in dreams, they seem natural to you). so, anyway, after a while i was getting nervous because it was taking jade so long. i noticed that davey was asleep in the back seat but for some reason, i got really scared and worried, so i decided to wake him up to tell him that jade still hadn't arrived. so, i tried to wake him up by saying his name a few times. he did wake up but was still all drowsy and sleepy. i told him about jade and all and he stared at me and i could tell he didn't really get a single word i was saying. but then he smiled and nodded. it was just so...sweet, you know?! the look on his face and all. like, "yeah, i have no idea what you're saying but i like you, so i'll smile".
as i said, it was one of the best dreams i've ever had. not because it was about davey. because it seemed so *real* and it felt all peaceful and calm. and even though when i woke up, i noticed that i had to hurry like fuck, i had this huge grin on my face because the dream just made me so happy. aww...
the end.
green day - american idiot