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2003-08-07


i'm excited as fuck. tonight is one of the semi finals of star search. actually it's almost over but it still needs to be decided who gets to be in the final in the singers older than 16 category. and my favourite (martin) is one of them. his rival is cool, though. his name is michael wurst and when i tell you that wurst means sausage in german, i'm sure you can see why i find it all so funny.
i am talking to annette on yim while we're watching it and i've lost track of how many sausage-related jokes we've made today. how very original!

omg, my water bottle is empty. now i'll either die here or on my way to the kitchen.

our neighbors have lost it completely now. this time i mean the ones from the flat below us, though. usually, they're pretty nice and quiet but today the heat must have gone straight to their heads. they actually started having a BBQ at 10pm. if they had been sitting there all afternoon/evening and only started preparing the food so late, it would be halfway understandable. but they also only started sitting outside aroung 8.30 which is scary. why go sit in the sun when the sun has gone? also, the smell of their (warning: incredibly funny joke ahead!) sausages is causing me a headache. i don't wanna sleep with that but i can't possibly close the window.

i'm actually going to work again tomorrow. didn't go today, either. i don't even know why. i haven't felt like this for ages. i can't deny that on most mornings i'd much rather stay in bed but i usually manage to drag myself out of it anyway. but at this bloody reception i feel so completely stupid and useless. it's actually embarrassing because i know they probably think i'm always in the way. they give me looks that clearly tell me to go away. but i can't because i have to be there. and i can't even think of a way to talk to them about it as they don't even seem to be people who would understand. one of the women there, mrs idw went like "it's busy here, isn't it?" and i replied (halfway as a joke) "yeah, for you more than for me" and she even took that wrong and told me off because they were too busy and i can't expect them to drop their work which i didn't even say or anything. so how would it be if i actually really criticised the whole thing? can i just fall over and be dead, please?
i'll probably just take my MD player along and refuse to do anything as any effort is immediately put down there anyway...

whoooo...my martin has won. i mean, i knew he would but it's still awesome. and i'm glad he didn't propose to anyone so i needn't cry.
sooo...i think i can go to bed and be happy now. tee hee.

ps: go here and watch placebo's new video, "special needs", and be as excited as i am.


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