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2002-04-07
aaahh...*stretches in her chair*...morning, all. wha...? yeah yeah, i knot that it's 4pm! so what? no, i didn't just get up. i got up an hour ago. *giggles* well, it's sunday, so what did you expect? this is like a really really awful day. i've been up and already i've had a more-or-less argument. ok, it wasn't really an argument cos i just got an e-mail from maja telling me she was not too pleased about the comment about her in my last diary and then i mailed back. since i'm extremely grumpy when i just got up, i could have sent an awfully bitchy reply back and i'm pretty proud of myself cos i didn't. hey, it was the first time i managed to hold myself back...in the 'morning' that is. i, however, didn't quite get it (blame this on my sleepy-ness, if you have to) she knows me. she knows i'm joking when i call someone 'bitch'. she even knows that i rather see it as a compliment when someone calls me bitch. she knows that i'd probably use words that are a million times worse than that if i was really gonna insult her. i mean, bitch...that's just so...dunno, i use it for everything. i say stuff like 'leighton's a sexy bitch' or i call my mate yezmin bitch when i wanna cheer her up. stuff like that. *shakes head* and just for the record...it's more than you going on holiday to piss me off, you know?! :p ok, enuff bout that, now.
well, i'm back. mtv jackass is on now. it's just so...so...so...BAH! those guys are really insane. but i'm laughing my ass off, each time. they just threw stevo (i think) into a kiddy pool full of shit. actually, that's silly and disgusting but somehow they manage to make such silly things appear totally funny. i can't believe those weirdos are getting paid for that, tho. i mean, theoretically thinking, mtv would have to be a million of people, then, because elvis knows how many kids are doing similar stuff when they get bored during their holidays or something.
stay beautiful!
actually, it's hard to think of anything to write here, now, without mentioning that it's sunday and i'm bloody pissed about this, every 5 mins. i even tried playing FFIX (for maja: those are roman numbers 8>) but i had to stop after half an hour cause all the monsters that wanted to kill me, pissed me off beyond belief. then i even watched a few minutes of a silly italian fairy tale film. thank elvis, it were the last few minutes, otherwise i'd probably still be watching it. the thought alone's enuff to scare me. i didn't even know the fairy tale but it was incredibly dull. it was about some princesses who had to wash up as many plates as possible while breaking as less plates as possible to get to marry a prince and become a princess (HUH?) yeah yeah, i didn't get it, either. and then one of the chicks was running round a beach and suddenly there was this weirdo talking to her and he was wearing a potato sack and had a halo made of paper on his head. wtf?! now, you can't even blame this on me. it's not like i was watching crap like that all the time. it's just that it's sunday (there it is, again) and there's only stuff like that on telly. don't worry, i just decided to stick with mtv for the rest of the day, or so. even bad music videos are better than the films shown on other channels atm. but aha's on and somehow i think that for some 80's bands it would have been better never to even think about a comeback. i really love their old stuff. but everything they've done since they decided to get back on us was just...well...shit!
btw, i didn't exactly get to have my own little film fest, last night. but, at least, i watched 'high fidelity' which was on pay tv. i liked it quite a lot and found the guys who worked with the main character (forgot his name) in the record shop extremely funny. well, until i got to the point where they were told that they are complete musical snobs. i somehow came to think that many people around me are like that, too. and probably, i'm a bit like that as well. that thought kinda annoyed me because i can't stand it when people think their taste in music is better than other people's. in the end it's all a matter of taste (except when it comes to bj�rk *lol*) when they didn't want to sell that rare vinal to the one guy because he wasn't 'cool enough', i really wanted to smash their heads against the wall. *g*
alright, i really gotta wash my hair now cause it's driving me insane. i'll be back in 5 minutes and write more. not that you'd care, anyway, because i won't post this, yet. hehe.
i changed my typing. dunno how or why but i used to constantly hover over the keys and then softly tip them. now i quickly hurry over to a key with my finger and then hack on it. somehow, it works better and faster. but it's incredibly loud. my mom already complained because she can't understand everything that is said in the films she's watching every night. *g*
i'm trying hard to be interesting, did you notice?
oh, last nite something really annoying happened. at about 3am, i heard the awful daughter of our awful neighbors come home. 'what's so bad about that?' you're gonna ask now. well, that means she was out. and that means she had fun and maybe even sex. that means she beat me. so far, i always found comfort in the fact that her life was even more boring than mine. but now she did something more or less exciting. PAH! i'm still trying hard to convince myself that maybe what she did wasn't fun. maybe she didn't go to a club but had to help a sick aunt and couldn't get home, earlier. but it's not working very well. i have to face it...the awful neighbors' daughter, melanie, has a more exciting life than me. *cries* and the worst thing is...I WAS IN BED WHEN SHE GOT HOME AT 3AM!!!! *breaks down*
gawd, is it just me or are linkin park EVERYWHERE? they're getting way too much airplay which can't be good for they career. not that i'd mind them going down, soon. *cackles evilly* nah, actually, i don't care. i just don't wanna see them on telly 24/7. if i can't get placebo, all the time, i'm, at least, asking for a nice mix of music.
EEK! mtv's letting me down. they're showing that silly, oh-so-funny '2gether' soap shit. it's supposed to be funny but it's not. i find it awfully boring and this is like the 500th re-run of the first (i think?) season. actually, most of the music television band-making shows are boring. like s club 7 and stuff. making the band was ok for a certain time because it was real and quite interesting to see how some ordinary and apparently nice guys were turned into...pop monsters *laughs* seriously, some of the stuff that happened during the show would have been enough to turn me off boybands for the rest of my life. unfortunately (or maybe not) i had already lost interest in them, anyway.
ok, enuff blabla for now. i'm gonna do something productive, now. maybe i'm gonna play the sims again. yey.
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