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2002-06-05


OMG, i rawk so much. ok, actually i don't. i'm pretty boring and stuff. but today i kinda surprised myself with my great-ness.
first, i was pretty damn good at the interview this morning. even though, it was in the middle of the night (9.30am) and i hadn't slept much last night. the boss of the company seemed pretty happy with me, too, so hopefully that's not just my impression.
then, i passed the job test. wahey! it was the hardest one i've ever seen. we had to solve evil maths problems without a calculator and answer really silly questions about stock markets and blah. but the english part went fab. i thought i had failed, though, cos i hadn't put my test number in the right fields and the text they dictated was baaad, too. i always get confused with the old and new german grammar and stuff. but anyway, they called 2 hours later and said i had passed. now, i have to go there again on the 14th for an interview. dunno, if i wanna work there, though. it's for the german telekom and it's all pretty posh and all the people look either very posh or very sporty and i'm neither. oh well...
oh and now, i created my first two diaryings: one for vince vaughn and one for the calling. i mainly created the vv one for mariam because i had promised her to make one for her because she's not a goldmember, yet. but i like him, too. no, i won't say "go there and join", now because i'm not THAT desperate. tra la la... oh, what the hell...GO THERE AND JOIN! *lmao* personally speaking, i have to say i did a good job with the little banner tag thingies...considering that it's my first try. :)

i finally finished reading harry potter 3. the end was a bit disappointing. ok, not really, since i despise happy ends. but somehow harry would have deserved to live with that black guy. i started reading the fourth book now and it's somehow written differently. actually, i am a bit tired of harry potter but i'm curious about that part and i wanna have it finished til the fifth book is published. i'm gonna hurry up, though, because i have this huuuuuge list of books i have to read.
how geeky! i'm writing whole paragraphs about what books i am reading and what they're like and stuff. next, i'm gonna get me a pair of glasses. ok, i already have glasses. only for driving, though. and not even then do i wear them. because it's not written in my license because my eyesight isn't THAT bad yet. i hate them. i look awful with them. unfortunately, i'll probably have to wear some in like 20 years. it's in my genes. eep!

tee hee! i scared maja half to death, yesterday. i told her that i kinda know where brian lives and that we're gonna stalk him when we're in london and now she fears we'll have to stand around there and wait for him to come along. *giggles* i think i can use that against her if we get into arguments in london, like... "if you don't stop, we'll go there and stand around for the rest of the trip" ok, i'm not evil enough to do that but it would be a funny kind of blackmail.
i am going out with sabrina, tomorrow. yey. we're going to the cinema. forgot which film we're gonna see, though. not that it matters...we spend most of the time chatting and making fun of the story/actors/music anyway. and i need to get out. somehow, since i went out with danny for the first time, i feel a bit boring if i haven't been out for a week or so. tse! though, i don't enjoy going out as much as it sounds. ok, that alternative club was brilliant and danny and me did have a good time but i just noticed that i don't really belong anywhere. in that alternative club i felt too 'uncool' and in that disco club techno thingie i felt too 'mature'. i guess i just have to relax and stop worrying about what i look like/people think/i should do. i do that a lot. i don't really care about what i have to be like and what's cool or uncool. but i tend to forget about that quite often and i hate it. i just don't feel very comfortable when i'm the center of attention...or if i feel like i am for that matter.

my mom's even dorkier than me. we were listening to "then the clouds will open for me" by placebo today and when the lines

"watch an old black and white movie
fred and ginger are too sentimental, crying in shame"

came on, she was like "oh, listen, he likes fred and ginger, too. ok, he's not entirely bad." *lmao* oh, i should mention that my mom dislikes brian with a passion and thinks he's kinda disgusting and ugly. ok, that sounds worse than it is. it's not like she had a little brian voodoo doll and was torturing daily as a kind of her own method to relax. :p but yeah...she thinks he's pretty freaky. the problem is...now that she's starting to find him less freaky and even agrees with and relates to him in a way, i'm starting to find him freaky. *rolls eyes*
anyway...i have to watch the simpsons now, so...adios!


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