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everything ok again?

2004-03-04


fuck me dead, i'm alive!

yes, i survived the crap of the past few days. first of all...the problem with the family solved itself. we yelled a bit more, ignored each other a bit more - and then there was an awesome offer! exactly the car i want (lancia Y, lightblue metallic, a/c, beige interior and so on and so on...) for less than 11.000�. and suddenly, no one has anything to complain about anymore. except that they still want to sell the car themselves instead of just giving it to the seller of the new car who promised us 5.000� for it. i'm getting tired of having to talk to idiots and blah. but yeah...other than that everything's fine. only downside: the seller's in belgium. but that's not too bad seeing as the place is only just over 2 hours away from here. we're going there on saturday and i *hope* everything will still be fine then.

apart from nearly ripping the last remaining parts of our family apart, i've been busy with school. yes, with school. yes, busy. i know it sounds unbelievable. but something clicked and i suddenly felt the urge to *worry* about my grades. which is strange because at the same time, i figured out that there isn't any reason to be upset if i don't get to take the finals earlier. so what? the last school period will still be spent with my mates and there'll only be one practical period which i'll spend on my own. and practical periods are usually spent with mates ages away, anyway. and i would choose the office at our training center where i spent the few days after getting kicked out of the hotel and it would rock and all would be fine. so no worries. but still i've actually found myself *studying*. and it paid off as i got a B+ in a test today. and the halfterm exam yesterday went pretty alright, too. though it's not half as important as it sounds. even with an F, you can't get in serious trouble or anything. i could have just written my name down and there still wouldn't be a serious problem.

my mum's babbling about cars and what i should look for and blablabla. so i'll just stop here now to listen to her important speech...


savage garden - affirmation



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