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To give you something to go on
2005-11-02
And once again, I feel like submitting an entry from the safety and
warmth that is my bed. Even though it takes 10 times as long because I
keep hitting the wrong buttons with my fingernails. They're way too long
for this right now...
What else? Well, my nose is running which pisses me off. Let's file that
under "Random Outbursts", shall we?
Another one: This Time Imperfect is so beautiful and powerful and
passionate that it could easily rock any other song off the planet!
Some random thing popping into my head right now: There was this petty
little argument on the reading posts and trying to understand what
people are writing instead of trying to erase any evidence of possible
controversy, they would be able to see when people are making important
steps to get along with each other a lot better than we are right now. I
don't even know why small things like that bother me so much but they
do...
Well, I don't know...I'm kind of gloomy lately. I don't know if it is
because there's still no positive news from the job front or whyever
else. It's not even a permanent thing. It seems my highs and lows are
much stronger at the moment and they switch a lot quicklier than they
used to. Like today...I went to the gym in the afternon and was all
cheery and did very well. But as soon as I got home, I fell into this
deep hole that just caught me by surprise and made me wish that I could
call Maja but I figured
that wouldn't be god right now, so I mostly shut myself away in my room.
I was cheered up a little when I logged on the DF and found yet more AFI
news theories. Even though they creeped me out more
than any horror movie ever could. I ended up crying in front of the comp
and not being able to form a coherent sentence when my Mom came in to
say good night. I was so freaked out by it all. I don't know why
I keep reading those theories and cryptic messages. It all scares me, so
much...336, Clandestine, Weight of Words, that strange phone number
(Charlotte's?)...eep!
But yeah, soon the net started to bore me so I went to watch Chasing Amy
on DVD which I found a little disappointing. I expected it to be funnier
and just more "pointless", I suppose. Instead, it was another love
story. Admittedly, one without a standard happy ending and not too
Hollywood clich� but a love story nonetheless. And I think I
sufficiently explained how I despise everything being about romance and
shit. I think the funniest part was the comment by that Kevin...Smith(?)
dude before the movie. Which is quite sad. Ah well, it still gets some
extra credit for imperfect actors, characters and make-up which made it
seem a lot more real. Still I wasted nearly two hours with this. Wow.
One of the reasons why I spend so little time watching movies. One of
them can waste a huge part of your time. Time I would waste anyway. But
at least on things that I wouldn't even seriously try to get into.
Nevertheless, I joined the Amazon DVD rental system. Only the small one
with 3 DVDs a month, though. At least I'm not wasting both, time and a
lot of money, on them that way.
Gatsby's American Dream - Just Like Heaven (The Cure cover)