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oh, the horror

2005-06-03


the horror of having to go to work tomorrow. having two days off is awesome but i still have a hard time motivating myself to get up again in the morning. people are so dumb and i just refuse to talk to them about shit. which is my job which is a little unfortunate for me.

yesterday was sweet. annette called me after all and asked whether i wanted to pick her up from work and shop a little. she works at a store instead a fairly big mall. so i drove all the way to "homopolis" (aka cologne). we shopped a little, then sat in some caf� to have icecream and talk. then we shopped some more and got "dinner" from subway. it was the first time i ever tried something from that place and damn, i didn't know what i was missing. i also bought the cure's disintegration for 6,99�. yay. and, of course, it was good to see annette again. and to finally see the place she works at. i was kinda shocked, though, because it is so small. it is still the same company i used to work for and i'm used to some certain size and layout of their shops. but the one annette works at was planned with some sort of new concept. it's a lot more modern but the staff area is tiny. they don't really have any space to hang out during their break. only a small desk with a laptop for the boss of the store and some sort of bar stool without a table or anything. that would annoy me quite a bit. especially because annette keeps telling me how she has to do stuff in the staff room, i.e. make work schedules and all. how she manages to do it in there, i have yet to figure out.

anyway, i was really glad to see her again. of course, we were bad-mouthing ex-colleagues and our dear customers again. she still manages to make me laugh with every second sentence. i miss working with her. we used to have so much fun even though the work really sucked. now my work still sucks, but i'm stuck with nice-but-not-really-my-kind people. don't get me wrong, they're all sweet and lovely but we're not on the same wavelength. annette would crack up at my sarcastic remarks, now i only get confused looks. or k.'s usual reaction: *polite smile* "well, and my boyfriend said..." i'd laugh if it wasn't so sad.

uh...yeah, so today i went to get some much-needed groceries. i bought ridiculously healthy stuff. mostly vegetables. i almost didn't buy any meat or anything. and almost no candy, either. it's probably some subconscious connection to maja whom i worry about and pity a lot.
afterwards, i visited my mum again to bring her some stuff. and after that, i drove to the mall to cheer me up. which means i bought more music. NIN's with teeth and hot hot heat's elevator. i wanted to pre-listen and maybe buy many other records but they had hardly anything. the shelves all looked kinda empty. ah well. so i bought something else instead: a bluetooth stick, so i can upload stuff to my cellphone. now i only need to figure out which video formats it supports and i'll be happy.

i should go to bed now. have to get earlier to shower and get ready tomorrow. hate hate hate it.


the cure - lovesong



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