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Just let me hear some of that rock and roll music
2002-04-03
i didn't wanna post an entry today but because of the recent happenings, i feel i have to. mariam and me made up and...decided to start our own sect and make all the members including ourselves kill themselves by the end of the year
say beautiful!
ps: have you ever watched the manics bbc docu? aww, it makes me cry each time i watch it. 
hehe. nah, actually we just talked and we're friends again (huh? when did we stop?) and...yeah, everything's fine again...i hope.
so, what am i gonna write about, now? uh oh, last time i started like this, it ended up being a looooong entry about crap like bj�rk and heather nova!
oh, you know what's been pissing me off, recently? (just what do i expect you to say now? 
) well, so-called 'alternative' people? you know, the ones that are actually more or less like me...listen to 'cool' music, have their own style and stuff... first, they seem damn cool and all but in reality, they're just so damn snobbish. i've been reading a review about alanis morrissette's new album in one of 'their' mags and they wrote sooo mean things about her. how she should make 'harder' music and how she's so soap-ish because she wants to be commercial and stuff. it just annoyed me so much because they didn't have any real things to complain about or any real critizism but just that. which sounded just like 'you're not like us, so piss off!' i don't even like alanis morrissette THAT much and i haven't heard the album, yet. it might be crap but that's not the point. or...actually it is but those 'alternative' guys don't seem to know. and it's not only about that article. i've noticed it before. i mean, try going to the bsh and telling the peeps *seriously* that you like savage garden...or westlife. they either rip you apart or think you made a joke. i am not saying the whole community's like that, mind you. i know quite a few people there and there are some reeeeaaaally lovely people. but it's still terrible. i mean, i just don't wanna have to justify it if i want to listen to my savage garden CDs or if i'm thinking about going to a westlife gig. it's none of their business and it doesn't make me a worse person or anything. it just annoys me a lot because those are the people that will be the first to scream and complain about having to be something they're not and stuff.
hmm...be honest with me...do i say '...and stuff' a lot? 
i noticed something. in the past 2 weeks, my life could have been described as 'trash'. i'm living the life of some cartoon characters. like...beavis&butthead or homer simpson or garfield. i get up at around 2pm, eat some junk food, play FFIX, watch tv, eat some more junk food, watch some more tv, play even more FFIX, eat candy, go online, watch music programs and go to bed at around 3am or later. and you know what? i luv it! damn, i could spend the rest of my life like that. i even turned the armchair in our living room around, so i'm sitting right in front of the tv. it's brilliant. if i wanna play, i play, if i wanna watch tv, i watch tv and i also have the record control for the stereo near me, so i can listen to music if i want to. ok, i guess i'd get sick of it, eventually. but, hey, i'm going to some festivals this summer, so that's enough of a change for ickle me. 
but there's still something missing. i should talk my mom into getting a toilet and a fridge installed in the living room. whoa, what a dream! i wouldn't have to get up from the armchair ever again. i'm sounding awful, right? maybe i should shut up...
:::liebling::: 
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